It's my birthday tomorrow! How do you feel about birthdays?
For me, I woke up pretty restless. There's all this tension regarding the idea of starting the year clutter-free. We already cleaned the place, but do I need to go through my wardrobe more? Do I need to return some stuff I've been thinking of returning for ages? Do I need to plan something exciting or just spend the day relaxing and recharging?
I don't know yet. It's been almost two weeks since I came back from vacation and I still feel such powerful shift in my brain towards living at a slower pace. I don't like it when things are being rushed anymore. I like to have a chance to live, to work and to make my decisions at my own speed. And the fact that time flew by so fast and now there's pressure makes me very worried.
I think I'm going to go and complete some of those tasks that worry me so much. Then I'll make my decisions about tomorrow with less pressure. Hopefully.
And you know what... Decluttering is good, but the key to having good times the following year lies somewhere else. It's in creating them ourselves by focusing on the good. Here I am, blogging at 2 pm after we've just had lunch in the park. I had almost 12 hours of sleep. I am going to work on a big exciting post once I'm back from errands. And finally... It's my own day tomorrow. It belongs to me, without any need for me to care about anything other than just being. And accepting presents! :)
Have a wonderful Tuesday! <3